[Intro]
(The sound of a long, shaky breath out. A lonely, cinematic piano chord loops over and over, pitch-shifted downward and slightly warped. A faint clicking noise mimics a carnival wheel losing momentum.)
[Verse]
The ringing in my ears is the loudest thing in this house,
Just me and the static on the TV, sitting on the couch.
My hands are still shaking from the weight of the doors I slammed,
Staring at my phone, trying to remember who I am.
Washing off the neon makeup, watching it go down the drain,
I thought throwing you out would instantly kill the pain.
But the exit didn't feel like a victory lap,
It just feels like I'm stranded on a broken map.
[Chorus] / [Space Out]
(Instead of a heavy festival drop, the music expands into a vast, weightless wave of sound. Missy’s vocals are chopped up, pitched high, and scattered across the speakers like floating fragments of a memory.)
Dizzy... out of my head.
Still spinning from the last words that you said.
The floor is moving but my feet are glued,
Just staring at the ceiling in an empty room.
Yeah, you’re finally gone...
So why does the room keep spinning on?
(Vocal pieces echo into the dark: "Dizzy... out of my head... gone...")
[Verse]
(A fragile, clicking trap hi-hat pattern enters, giving the track a shaky, mechanical heartbeat.)
Three different text messages sitting in my drafts,
It's pathetic how I'm choking on the ghost of how we laughed.
The phantom adrenaline is still burning through my skin,
Just a hangover from a war that neither of us could win.
The carnival gates are locked, the tents are completely dark,
But I’m still running from the shadows in Echo Park.
[Outro]
(The fragile drums fade out completely, leaving only the warm sub-bass hum and Missy’s raw, unedited voice right in your ear.)
Dizzy...Out of my head.
Gone.
(The track ends with the mechanical click of a tape recorder stopping, followed by a long, deep hiss of white noise)
MVSSY_LVND
