Joy Deficient

Miss negativity sweet possibilities

Live in my anxieties they can’t get enough of me Speak say the words I want

can’t get them off my tongue I’d rather sit in bed all day let my thoughts come undone

Oh well oh well

Feeling kind of indifferent

A little joy deficient

Oh oh well oh Well

Little less than imperfect

Can’t tell I’m worth it

Sweet inconsistency unwanted privacy stressing uncontrollably my moral compass fidgeting Sweet like a nectarine,

Sap dripping down my teeth

The knife will cut out of me

My heart unveils its golden sheath

Oh well oh well

Feeling kind of indifferent

A little joy deficient

Oh oh well oh Well

(Little less than imperfect)

(Can’t tell I’m worth it

Oh well oh well

It’s all self inflicted

This pains addictive

Oh oh well oh Well

Little less than imperfect

Can’t tell I’m worth it

Devoid of all reality my mind makes up conspiracies trippin over little things, each time I lose a part of me, life it goes on I guess such a fun pathetic mess taking shots to clear my head intuition fades instead

Sealed in tight I am concrete

Feels like I’m incomplete

Can’t control this part of me

I have a joy deficiency