[Intro – spoken, gritty]
Yeah…
Static in my chest, bass in my head
Love rotted, turned rancid, now I’m sleepin’ with dread
[Hook]
Fuck this, fuck that, fuck me? fuck you!!
Fuck love, fuck trust, fuck everything we knew
Fuck prayers, fuck hope, fuck thinkin’ we’re cool
I don’t miss you, I miss who I was before you
Fuck this, fuck that, fuck me? fuck you!!
Middle fingers up, yeah, both in stereo too
Heart blacked out, soul stuck in the glue
Obsession got a leash and I’m draggin’ you through
[Verse 1]
I loved you like a sickness, yeah a curse with a smile
Now your name tastes like poison every time it goes by
I was deep in your shadow, now I’m lurkin’ in mine
Talkin’ to the mirror like, “yeah, you wasted your time”
Your lips were a weapon, every word was a lie
I bled in your rhythm, you just watched me die
I hate how I crave you, hate the pull, hate the pull
Dark love got me chained, yeah I played the fool
[Pre-Hook]
Still see your face when the lights go low
Still feel your ghost when the bass hit slow
I don’t want peace, I don’t want control
I want you gone but you live in my skull
[Hook]
Fuck this, fuck that, fuck me? fuck you!!
Fuck tears on the floor, fuck the shit we been through
Fuck promises whispered when the lights were blue
Now it’s all just noise and I’m screamin’ at you
Fuck this, fuck that, fuck me? fuck you!!
Every beat got rage, every line tattooed
I don’t love you, nah—but I’m stuck on you too
That’s the sick part, yeah, the part I can’t undo
[Verse 2]
I hate-love the pain, yeah I swim in the ache
Dark funk in my veins, let the speakers vibrate
I’d rot in this feeling just to feel somethin’ real
Even hatred feels warmer than the numb that I feel
You said I was toxic, yeah maybe that’s true
But you drank me down till it poisoned you too
Now we’re both fucked up, just in different rooms
I scream in my songs, you just hum to the tune
[Bridge – half-sung, distorted]
If obsession’s a god then I’m stuck on my knees
Prayin’ to forget you but you won’t let me leave
I don’t want your body, I don’t want your name
I just want the silence without screamin’ your face
[Final Hook – louder, angrier]
Fuck this, fuck that, fuck me? fuck you!!
Fuck closure, fuck healing, fuck tryin’ to be new
Fuck the dark love high, fuck the crash comin’ through
I’m alive in the hate, yeah it’s all because of you
Fuck this, fuck that, fuck me? fuck you!!
Say it back, say it loud, let it splinter the room
I’m not yours anymore but I’m scarred by you too
So I scream it in rhythm till the hate feels smooth
[Outro – whispered, exhausted]
Yeah…
Fuck you…
And fuck me for meanin’ it.
WhiteRhino
