Intro (distorted, low)
Yeah…
Say my name wrong.
I like it better that way.
Verse 1
I don’t miss you—I stalk the memory,
Chew on your laugh like it owes me therapy.
You live rent-free in the cracks of my skull,
I don’t want peace, I want you ruined and dull.
I see you blink and my pulse start glitchin’,
Every fantasy sharp like a bad decision.
I don’t pray anymore, I manifest wrong,
Light candles out of things I should’ve moved on from.
Pre-Chorus
You don’t know what you do to me,
You don’t know ‘cause you don’t bleed me.
I don’t want closure, I want the ache,
I want the lie that you almost stayed.
Chorus
I can’t have you—and that’s the trigger,
Got my hands shaking every time I picture
Your mouth saying things I’ll never hear,
You’re my favorite fear, yeah you live right here.
I don’t want love, I want obsession,
I want the sickness, not the lesson.
I’d rather break than let this go,
I rot where you don’t look—slow.
Verse 2
I check my phone like it owes me blood,
Every silence louder than a loaded gun.
You touch someone else and I feel it in me,
Like a bruise I press just to make it bleed.
I don’t want heaven, I want your worst,
I want your secrets when you’re hurt.
I want the version you hide at night,
When the mirror asks if you’re alright.
Bridge (half-rapped, manic)
Say I’m sick—say it twice,
Say my name like you’re rolling dice.
I don’t chase, I haunt, I linger,
I don’t forget, I leave fingerprints.
You’re not mine but you feel like theft,
Like something taken I never left.
Chorus
I can’t have you—and that’s the trigger,
Got my hands shaking every time I picture
Your mouth saying things I’ll never hear,
You’re my favorite fear, yeah you live right here.
I don’t want love, I want obsession,
I want the sickness, not the lesson.
I’d rather break than let this go,
I rot where you don’t look—slow.
Outro (quiet, venomous)
One day I’ll forget your face,
But tonight I sharpen it.
I don’t want you happy…
I want you unforgettable.
WhiteRhino
