APPARITIONS by JONJON - Zona

APPARITIONS

APPARITIONS

JONJON

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Lyrics

[intro]

Why can’t it ever last a day

Why can’t you just be here

Poking around corners our love will appear

Your emotions and appearance are suave

Scars on that porcelain skin is a shame

You turn away, going where you came

No matter what I do it’s always the same

You lead with so much grace

I shatter in your hands like a million little blades

[electric piano solo]

[verse1]

You hijack my dreams, every other thought scrubbed clean

Tightening down my seams

The color never changes, just fades

Continuing on one leg, hopping to the finish

Hoping for a crutch, yea you got me stuck

You leave crumbs showing your appetite

Raining your phosphorus pouring your thermite

burning my dreams, you satanic sandman

Grabbing all you can with your scaly hands

All demands and no solutions

I’m tired of your movement

Burning across the sky like a dark night star comet, leaving me longing

[chorus]

Ooh

Why are you so far away

Let me close just one more time today

Buried so deep in your maze, refusing to stay

One minute your there then gone, Is here so wrong

Just a blurry white mist, your fixation

Loving you is like loving an apparition

[light intense piano solo]

[verse2]

Ooh

Your a creature, low ground and stalking

Hunting after dawn

Leaving me everywhere but calm

So far from close enough, saying your done

Loving like a ghost, waking in the night soaked

Nightmares in the dark

Swimming in your ocean filled with sharks

Drawing my blood for your tests

Wrapped so tight letting go of your crystal heart

Falling below of no return leaving your nest

Killing over your dark ritual love fest

because why oh why do I need you to love me

You could leave me dealing in that breeze

In your cold house the lord of the flies

Just waiting to die

Just waiting for your ride

[chorus]

Ooh

Why are you so far away

Let me close just one more time today

Buried so deep in your maze, refusing to stay

One minute your there then gone, Is here so wrong

Just a blurry white mist, your fixation

Loving you is like loving an apparition

[bridge]

From below the sea to the mountain tops

Your forest in between, forever lost

From below the sea to the mountain tops

Your forest in between, forever lost

[whisper]

I’m so lost

I’m so

[SCREAM]

LOST

[guitar/violin solo]

[outro]

You got me in your head

Murky deep dark on the cusp of dust

Rust love black doves

Rubble underneath trapped outside

Lost in the sticks, laying me punches and kicks

All these licks, I wish I could hit skip

Misery, pain, and regret no time to vent

Knowing you, you won’t relent, oh what a mess

Just

Put me down

In that cold ground

I want to feel something profound

It’s to quiet turn it up loud

Get my head out of this cloud

Going at my heart again another round

I know I can’t count on you

In a hole with your tears of memories of abuse

Tightening me down not letting loose

Ooh… please let go I wanna fall too

[slow sad piano solo]

Ooooh

Your Just an apparition

Just an apparition

Details

GeneratedAug 16, 2026

Duration6:38

LanguageEnglish

Style

Dark modern alt-rock,haunting emotional male vocals,reverb piano,electric keys,cello,guitar-violin riffs,dynamic hooks.

Credits

Prompt by

JONJON

ModelAria v5.5

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