narcissist warrior

do you see me?

does it matter?

Will what I sing reach into

others

To expose your darkness

Like it will expose mine

Can you all hear?

What my heart has been left alone

Taking the clear

Dissociative pain with nobody left to phone

Scattered amongst the demonic oppression

Is all my own

inherited protected misery

of yours I hoard

broken pieces

I cut myself to keep me good for you

Cut me up to use me

give me what I need

bleed me out

Bleed me dry

What good am I to be given real love?

Narcissist lover? Are you still pretending to suffer?

Let them go

Let me go

Into the unknown

Let me go

not allowed to exist