Anger in my smile

You burned your name

Into the back of my brain

Every lie

Every line

Still intertwined with this mind of mine killing the memories that you thought you blessed me with.

I see your grin

Like a stain on the glass

Every photo that fades

Still drags me back to the past

The way you make me hate isn’t normal

You put anger in my smile

I don’t even want your death

That’s too formal

I want you out of my mind

Even remembering your face turns me violent

You’re the echo I can’t erase

I don’t pray for your pain

I want silence

I just want you out

Of my space

You twist the knife

Then ask why I bleed

You call it love

I call it need

You’re in my sleep

Like a hand on my throat

Every word that you said

Still claws at my bones

I don’t want revenge (no)

I just want a life you can’t touch

You’re not worth the flames

You’re not worth that rush

I’ll bury your shadow

Deep

Under my skin

Break every mirror

Till you never get in (hey!)

The way you make me hate isn’t normal

You put anger in my smile

I don’t even want your death

That’s too formal

I want you out of my mind

Even remembering your face turns me violent

You’re the echo I can’t erase

I don’t pray for your pain

I want silence

I just want you out

Of my space