The lows and highs

I don’t want it to end but I wanna live my live to the fullest live it with the love of my life and spend my life to the end with her and be able to make memories can I just find my old life go back to the good old days where there was no issue with my mental health and be happy again I just want my mental health to be better and that’s why I got my love to be there to support me through my lows and be there with my highs I just wanna grow old with her