Lost in water

I been drownin’ in these thoughts, can’t keep ‘em in

Tryna fight these demons, but they always win

Heart heavy like the rain, pain on my skin

If you love me, stay close, don’t let me give in

Came up from the struggle, mama prayed I’d make it

Seen too many homies fall, wish I could save it

I been on my grind, late nights, no breaks, kid

Every scar I carry, yeah, it shaped what I face, kid

Look, they told me dreams don’t pay the bills

But I’m tryna flip pain into millions, real skills

Lost some friends along the way, heart cold, still

Tryna find peace in the storm, I’m climbin’ these hills

I’m callin’ on the nights when nobody answered

I’m fallin’ for the life that I don’t understand yet

Prayers up to the sky, yeah, I demand it

Love me or leave me, I can’t fake it

I been drownin’ in these thoughts, can’t keep ‘em in

Tryna fight these demons, but they always win

Heart heavy like the rain, pain on my skin

If you love me, stay close, don’t let me give in

I been runnin’ from the past, it don’t let me rest

Grew up in the streets, learn to put pain to the test

I got dreams bigger than my block, I confess

But the block still on my mind, can’t shake it, I guess

I got tears in my eyes, but I still keep movin’

Every lesson that I learned, yeah, it got me provin’

That a heart can be broken and still keep groovin’

Tryna rise from the mud while the world keep losin’

Sometimes I feel alone, even when they surround me

Lost in the waves of life, but the ocean won’t drown me

Prayers in my soul, hope in my heartbeat

Tryna find a place where my pain and dreams meet

I been drownin’ in these thoughts, can’t keep ‘em in

Tryna fight these demons, but they always win

Heart heavy like the rain, pain on my skin

If you love me, stay close, don’t let me give in

Yeah, we rise, even when the storm come

Yeah, we cry, but we don’t fold, we become

STRONGER in the pain, love and loss

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