Goodbye

I can feel the hurt in my chest

The doctor said I do not have long.

I just nodded my head.

I am not scared of leaving as my soul will be free.

I have made my peace with time.

I still have many things to say before I leave this place.

What breaks my heart in two is leaving all of you.

I thought about what I wanted you all to know,

With my tears filling my eyes with so much love into words.

Belinda my wife, my heart my home, I still Remember our last weekend away in Queens cliff our little Tent our laughter and our love.

You gave me our three children and gave me hope.

Stood beside me when life got rough.

Keep my photo on the mantle so when the nights get lonely,

I will be right by your side.

This is my goodbye last chapter my story end.

This old tiger must go.

If I had one more breath I would be there.

To my son Aaron my best friend now you are the head of the household.

keep your shoulders strong when the storms come down.

You got my eyes my fire and my name.

Take care of mum be patient be kind, when you hear my voice in the echo of your mind do not ignore it Aaron it will be me guiding you through.

To my two daughters kerryn and Nicole

try not to cry, I am only a heartbeat away look to the sky.

I see you both.

I am looking down you are both beautiful and strong.

you both got have pieces of me and mums' sweet soul

Kerryn and Nicole you will keep growing into your own person.

More than I could ever know

Chase all your dreams let your wild hearts fly free.

These my last words let them wrap around your heart like a warm hug.

kerryn, Nicole, Aaron, and Nathan

I will be in all your blue skies in the wind in the rain and in the stars.

I will be in your every adventure in every car trip.

Remember when you hear that certain song that will be me send you melody of love.

I have gone I had to move on. when you find yourself remembering our memories do not let sorrow steal your joy, let my love be louder than your sorrow.

Remember how hard I loved before I had to go.

I will be watching everything.

I may be gone but my love for you is life long like a tattoo on your heart.

Cry if you need to but be strong and carry on.

Nathan my nephew my best mate.

Death does not end the love between you and me.

When the teardrops stop and the sadness fades.

life will go on Forget me not.

Love you all always and forever.

Ron Dad and Uncle.