Lord, Help Me Let It Go

Yeah…

Lord, I don’t know how to do this on my own

I been fightin’ myself more than anybody else

So I’m comin’ to You…

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I been drivin’ down these backroads, head full of noise

Tryna heal a broken heart, tryna make the right choice

I got anger in my chest, got regret in my veins

Some days I’m smilin’, some days I’m in pain

I said things I shouldn’t, I’ve done shit I hate

And I keep replayin’ every damn mistake

Lookin’ in the mirror like, “Who the hell is that?”

Tryna love myself, but my mind fights back

And I know my partner hurtin’ too

But I don’t know how to fix what we been through

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So Lord, help me forgive… ‘cause I don’t know how

Help me drop this weight that I carry around

I been holdin’ on to pain like it’s all I got

But I’m tired, man, I’m tired of the war in my thoughts

Teach me how to love myself when I feel like I ain’t shit

Teach me how to love again without losin’ it

Yeah, I need Your grace ‘cause I can’t do it alone

Lord, help me let it go

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I grew up thinkin’ tough meant never cryin’

But I’ve been fallin’ apart, God, I ain’t lyin’

I got scars from the past that still bleed in the dark

And I keep takin’ it out on the ones with good hearts

My partner still here, still tryin’ to stay

And I don’t wanna be the reason love fades away

I know forgiveness ain’t a switch you flip

But damn, I wanna stop sinkin’ with this ship

I wanna be better than the man I was

I wanna feel peace, I wanna feel love

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So Lord, help me forgive… ‘cause I don’t know how

Help me drop this weight that I carry around

I been holdin’ on to pain like it’s all I got

But I’m tired, man, I’m tired of the war in my thoughts

Teach me how to love myself when I feel like I ain’t shit

Teach me how to love again without losin’ it

Yeah, I need Your grace ‘cause I can’t do it alone

Lord, help me let it go

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I don’t wanna keep livin’ like this…

Always haunted, always hard

I know You hear me…

Even when I’m fallin’ apart

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So I’m down on my knees, not ‘cause I’m weak

But ‘cause I finally know I need peace

I’m askin’ for a heart that don’t stay bitter

For a soul that don’t break, for a love that gets bigger

Help me forgive the past, forgive what I can’t change

Help me see myself through a kinder frame

And if my partner still holdin’ my hand through the storm…

Lord, teach me how to love us both

Yeah… teach me how to love us both