To Philip John

Eighteen years a blink in time

Now you’re gone and getting high

You don’t understand why you can’t come home

You don’t understand why I can’t help you

You don’t understand I still love you

I pray you’re warm tonight

Philip are you alright

My boy out in the fading light

Philip are you okay

Call me.. want to know your okay

Narcissist, Abusive , pathological liar

A painful blur

But I see the baby face

And cry it hurts

I pray you’re fed tonight

Philip are you alright

My boy out in the fading light

Philip are you okay

Call me …