Trying to come back

Yeah

I been lost for a while

Tryin’ to find my way back

I been tryna come back to the Lord, but I’m broken

Heart full of scars, yeah my faith still open

Talk to God late nights, hope He hear what I’m sayin’

I keep fallin’ short but I’m tired of prayin’ alone

I know He still loves me, I feel it inside

Even when I run, He be right by my side

I been lost in the dark, tryna follow the light

Tryna give Him my heart but I’m still in the fight

I been drownin’ in my thoughts, yeah my mind stay loud

Feel ashamed every time I let Him down

I say I’ll change, then I mess it up again

Same sins, same tears, same “I’ll do better then”

I know the truth but I live like I don’t

Read the Word, then I close it, yeah I choke

On the weight of my guilt, on the fear in my chest

I believe, but belief still a test

I see blessings I don’t even deserve

Still He patient with me, yeah it hurt

‘Cause I know I ain’t livin’ right

But He still give me breath every night

I been tryna come back to the Lord, but I’m broken

Heart full of scars, yeah my faith still open

Talk to God late nights, hope He hear what I’m sayin’

I keep fallin’ short but I’m tired of prayin’ alone

I know He still loves me, I feel it inside

Even when I run, He be right by my side

I been lost in the dark, tryna follow the light

Tryna give Him my heart but I’m still in the fight

I been lookin’ for peace in the wrong places

Temporary highs, yeah they leave me empty

I know only God can save me from myself

Still I lean on my strength, not His help

I feel judged by the world, judged by me

Hardest thing is forgivin’ who I used to be

If grace real, then I need it bad

‘Cause my past still haunt every step I have

I don’t wanna live numb, I wanna feel whole

Wanna give Him control, not pieces of my soul

I ain’t perfect, never said I was

I just wanna be closer to the love above

If You still want me, I’m here

If You still callin’, I hear

I don’t got much but my tears

Take my fear, take my years

I been tryna come back to the Lord, but I’m broken

Heart full of scars, yeah my faith still open

Talk to God late nights, hope He hear what I’m sayin’

I keep fallin’ short but I’m tired of prayin’ alone

I know He still loves me, I feel it inside

Even when I run, He be right by my side

I been lost in the dark, tryna follow the light

Tryna give Him my heart but I’m still in the fight

I ain’t there yet, but I’m tryin’

If I fall, I’m still relyin’

On the mercy, on the grace

Hope one day I see His face