Oops it’s Me

Oh look, it’s me again—fuck, here we go,

Abused, used, dragged so low.

My whole damn life, treated like shit,

Every cut, every scar, I’m still living with it.

But somehow I’m stacked with love in my chest,

While all of you rot in your hate and jest.

You’re dripping poison, you’re fake as hell,

You’re so full of shit, I can fucking smell.

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Yeah, I’ve been beat down, spit out, stabbed with knives,

Only had three Christmases my whole fucking life.

Woke up choking, blade to my throat,

But here I stand while you still gloat.

I bleed love, you bleed hate,

I got scars, you got fake.

You think you can break me? Try again—

Oops, it’s me, I’m back, motherfucker, amen.

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I don’t get it, I really don’t—

I show you love, and you still won’t.

You treat people like trash on the floor,

Like they’re nothing, like they’re worth no more.

Fuck your logic, fuck your rules,

You’re ignorant, disrespectful fools.

Deceitful, brainless, rotten to the core,

I’ve had enough, I can’t take more.

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“Oh Kai, you’re ugly”—what the fuck’s that shit?

Since when do looks make a soul legit?

I don’t give a fuck what face you wear,

Ugly or pretty, I don’t fucking care.

This world is sick, it makes me choke,

Every lie you speak is a cruel-ass joke.

Were you born like this, or trained to rot?

Either way, you’re trash, and that’s all you got.

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Am I crazy? Maybe so.

If I wasn’t before, then I’m breaking, bro.

It shreds my brain, it splits my heart,

Every scream tears me apart.

But keep your hate, keep your spit,

I’ll throw back love, I won’t quit.

Try to crush me, curse, ignore—

I’ll rise stronger, I’ll rise more.

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You can’t break me, you’ll never win,

I’ll spread love loud, with a devilish grin.

Till the day I die, I’ll make this clear—

Your hate can’t touch me, I’ll still be here.