Nah no mental illness

[Intro]
This one different.
Y’all already know who it is.

 (no mental illness)

[Verse]

I wake up tired though I barely sleep
Because I’ve been working the third shift but they don’t pay shit.
I wish I could get up out of here and retire.
But God knows that’s not my style.
(God knows)
Next day low like it’s all too much
Phone full energy but I don’t feel much.  (no mental illness)
My mental illness don’t look like tears
Sometimes it’s silence nobody hears
Sometimes it’s smiling through my fears  (no mental illness)
Although he is not here my boy Kaijo still be spitting bars in my ears.


[Chorus]
My mental illness isn’t real 
I be feeling alone yeah I don’t heal.
I doubt I have mental illness this is the deal.
I don’t wear a sign it’s just that my heart is full of steel.
People ask I’m doing fine I say I am just not reveal.
I laughs outside, and cry inside i just don’t know what to feel.
It lives in my head rent-free all the time my life is going around and around like a wheel (no mental illness)
(Nah)
(Nah)
(Nah) 
(Nah)
 (no mental illness)
Hey you 
(Nah)
(Nah)
(Nah) 
(Nah)
 (no mental illness)

[Verse]
My mind tells me lies in my own voice
Makes doubt feel like it’s my only choice
When I talk to God that’s the only time I rejoice.
Because I’ve been working the third shift with my boys trying to block out all the noise.
 (no mental illness)
Maybe healing ain’t overnight
Maybe healing is choosing to fight
(no mental illness)
Yeah No mental illness running my mind
No dark clouds blocking my shine
(no mental illness)
Yeah No mental illness holding me down
No silent war when no one around
[Chorus]

My mental illness isn’t real 
I be feeling alone yeah I don’t heal.
I doubt I have mental illness this is the deal.
I don’t wear a sign it’s just that my heart is full of steel.
People ask I’m doing fine I say I am just not reveal.
I laughs outside, and cry inside i just don’t know what to feel.
It lives in my head rent-free all the time my life is going around and around like a wheel (no mental illness)
(Nah)
(Nah)
(Nah) 
(Nah)
 (no mental illness)
Hey you 
(Nah)
(Nah)
(Nah) 
(Nah)
 (no mental illness)

[Outro]
This is by who?
By 
By
By Vic world records…
(Nah) 
(Nah)
 (no mental illness)

NYC old school rap, boom bap.