**[Intro]**
Yeah—
Save the sermon.
Let’s get this over with.
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**[Verse 1]**
Well hi there, name’s irrelevant,
Skip the pleasantries—get *to it*.
Always talking, never listening,
Same opinions, same bullshit.
Something’s off or something missing,
I shook hands with bad decisions.
Think I’m joking, think I snapped—
Yeah, something’s wrong, that’s not a secret.
I move like a goddamn zombie,
One-track head, flask still on me.
Room spins fast, clothes still damp,
Brain on rinse, spun like laundry.
Who’s gon’ stop me? You and who else?
Thought I said you don’t affect my health.
Call me stupid, call me unstable—
That’s just how I learned to deal.
You say *never*, I say *maybe*,
That’s the gap you can’t explain.
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**[Hook]**
Been drunk eight days a week,
Yeah, I know they fucking hate me.
By now I’d pay to be a better man
Before I pay to watch you save me.
No hope for the lonely ones,
You know the rope when you *know*, you know—
But don’t choke, when it’s done it’s done,
The dance is dead, no more dos-si-do.
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**[Verse 2]**
I’ve been gone so long I forgot the route,
GPS just says “figure it out.”
Fill my glass, I need silence now,
Not advice, not another mouth.
Mirror flickers, face don’t land,
Can’t tell friend from counterfeit hand.
Haven’t slept, eyes won’t close,
If I let go, I’ll implode.
Why the long face?
Why can’t you see it my way?
Why you gotta tell the whole damn town
What I did last night, what I didn’t say?
Everyone’s got a theory now,
“Insight” into how I live.
Who I fought, who I fucked,
What I hate, what I forgive.
Black eye, yeah I earned it,
Bad mouth how I’m existing.
How ‘bout you mind your business,
Shut your mouth—we’ll call it even.
Fuck you and your “good advice,”
I do what I want, that’s why I survive.
That’s why I write what you can’t touch—
So pour it again, I’m fine enough.
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**[Hook]**
Been drunk eight days a week,
Yeah, I know they fucking hate me.
By now I’d pay to be a better man
Before I pay to watch you save me.
No hope for the lonely ones,
You know the rope when you *know*, you know—
But don’t choke, when it’s done it’s done,
The dance is dead, no more dos-si-do.
---
**[Bridge]**
Year’s ending.
Didn’t change.
Fuck it—
Who else did anyway?
Everyone swears they care so loud,
Funny how it sounds like air.
If this is growth, if this is healing—
I’ll stay right here.
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**[Outro / Refrain]**
I don’t know—
I don’t know my way home.
I don’t know—
I don’t know my way home.
I don’t know—
I don’t know my way home.
I don’t know—
I don’t know my way home.
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