**\[intro]**
looking through my head at everything i’ve ever done or said
I HATE IT ALL
every memory burns like a flash grenade
YOU’LL NEVER CHANGE
i’m stuck between who i am and who i made for you
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**\[verse 1]**
i’m so annoying, i hate everything i ever did
YOU’RE PATHETIC—NO WONDER THEY LEFT
don’t know why i’d even tell you, you don’t give a shit
THEY NEVER CARED, THEY NEVER WILL
finally i get it, the reason you leave me on read
YOU’RE JUST STATIC, BACKGROUND NOISE, FILLER IN THEIR HEAD
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**\[pre-chorus]**
i am the anchor that drowns my own ship
THE SAVIOR CHOKING IN THE NET
dragging corpses i called friends
THEY CUT THE LINE AND WATCH YOU SINK
no one asked me to be this way
BUT YOU WON’T PUT IT DOWN
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**\[chorus]**
i’m already halfway out the door
HOLD YOUR BREATH, IT’S WORTH NOTHING MORE
maybe i’ll be brave enough to live my own life for once
STOP BLEEDING FOR EVERYONE ELSE
i’ve been the safety net for too long
AND YOU’LL HANG YOURSELF IN IT
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**\[verse 2]**
i’m a wretch, a tool, the pawn you forget
STILL, YOU PLAY YOUR PART
i keep saving the arsonist
WHILE THEY WATCH YOU BURN FROM A DISTANCE
where’s the cryochamber? freeze me out
SCRAPE THIS RUSTED SOUL—SELL IT FOR SCRAP
i don’t even know who i am anymore
AND YOU NEVER WILL
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**\[bridge]**
i’m tired, but i stay—
YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT THEM
i’m breaking, but i pray—
THEY CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT YOU
every time i reach for the door
YOU’LL JUST CRAWL BACK
and every time i try to let go
YOU’LL JUST CLIP MY WINGS
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**\[final chorus]**
i’m already halfway out the door
HOLD YOUR BREATH, IT’S WORTH NOTHING MORE
maybe i’ll be brave enough to live my own life for once
STOP BLEEDING FOR EVERYONE ELSE
i’ve been the safety net for too long
AND YOU’LL DIE HERE
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**\[outro]**
i’m not even sure what i’m doing anymore
MIGHT AS WELL JUST END IT AND START AGAIN
and again
and again
AND AGAIN