Help me Jesus

In a world

Existing alone

Nobody sees me

Nobody hears

All of these years

My entire life

Existing to be here

Existing alone

Yearning to be loved

By someone I want

But always finding myself

Here by myself

Alone in my mind

Alone in my life

Never being someone number two

Between God and you

Wondering why

God even put me here

This world is so lonely

Jesus why did you create me

I’m so lonely

Why am I here

My whole life

Filled why sadness

Misery and pain

Am I doing this all in vain

What is my purpose

What is my life here

I don’t understand Lord

Was I just created

To serve others

While being overlooked

Sacrificing my mind and my body

For people that about even see me

Or even care

That I’m here

I’m only a convenient part

When they need

Then throw me away

My life doesn’t make sense

Always isolated alone

Thirty three years Lord

I just want to go to my real home

Having to deal with pain and sickness

Breaking from the pressure

Because I don’t matter

My suffering goes un noticed

Just an inconvenience

I’m just a burden to them

Existing in silence

Broken inside my head

Feeling so used

Feeling my heart aching for you

He doesn’t love me

I’m only being used

I’m tired of the pain Lord

Please show me your plan

I don’t know how much longer

I can do this

Is he my man

Was it you in the clouds

Because this man has broken me

Over and over again

He keeps showing me no love

Over and over again

Treating my wants like a burden

While pampering him self

I’m so broken Jesus

I’m so broken

I want true love

Help me Jesus

He used me

He uses me