Cry Rivers

I don't want to cry rivers any more
I don't want to drown in my sorrows
I don't want to cry rivers any more
I don't want to drown in my sorrows
To much time alone
Thinking about what was
Lost in lost love
All because
I don't know how to let go of those who already left me
Only God has kept me
From going insane
My past has kept me a prisoner in the cells in my brain
Hard to maintain when you can't contain your tears
Lost in the years of fears
Screaming silence
Nobody hear
I look around
And nobody's here
Maybe nobody cares
Rain cry My tears
I don't want to cry rivers any more
I don't want to drown in my sorrows
I don't want to cry rivers any more
I don't want to drown in my sorrows
Been fumbling raindrops
Trying to count my sorrow
Trying to follow my guiding light
When it seems there's no more hope for tomorrow
Calling family and friends
Got any joy I can borrow
I count my steps seems there's no one else
Like I count my friends
There's no one left
Me this dark room
Silence and myself
Open my eyes still just me
Hugging myself
My brain is cooking
Gods the chef
I've been counting
God's footsteps
I couldn't carry myself
Rivers run dry
I ain't got no tears left
I don't want to cry rivers any more
I don't want to cry rivers any more
I don't want to cry rivers 
any more
Gotta take my pen 
And write this pain out
Written in raindrops 
The way it came out
I don't want to drown in my sorrows
I don't want to drown in my sorrows
I don't want to drown in my sorrows
I don't want to cry rivers any more
I don't want to drown in my sorrows
Tilla Sonrise peace 

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