Intro
(yeah)
City still loud but my phone on silent
Lights on, curtains barely hiding
Another night I don’t feel nothing
But my mind keep trying
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Hook
3:18, still wide awake
Same thoughts circling my brain
I got money but I still feel late
Like I missed something on the way
3:18, lights still on
Heart cold but my wrist gone shine
If I disappear before the morning
Just know I was fine
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Verse 1
I been moving like I’m not attached
Smiles fake, I don’t look back
They love me now, where was that
When I needed more than motivation chats
I don’t trust love, it come with strings
Everybody want something
I give them silence, let it sting
Too many voices, none mean anything
I been numb so long it feel normal
Pain don’t hit, just echoes
They think I’m blessed, I feel dormant
Like I made it out but left my soul though
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Pre-Chorus
Same room, same thoughts
Different night, same loss
If I don’t answer, don’t call
I been fighting things I never talk about
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Hook
3:18, still wide awake
Same thoughts circling my brain
I got money but I still feel late
Like I missed something on the way
3:18, lights still on
Heart cold but my wrist gone shine
If I disappear before the morning
Just know I was fine
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Verse 2
I see snakes but I stay calm
Learned silence was a weapon
They say I changed, maybe I evolved
You don’t grow without shedding
I don’t flex, I just exist
Chains heavy, chest feel empty
She say “where you been?” I say “here”
But mentally I been nowhere near me
Late nights taught me discipline
Trust less, move militant
I don’t cry, I just sit with it
Let the pain turn me vigilant
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Bridge
If I fall off, don’t save me
If I win, don’t praise me
I been walking this road alone
So whatever come can’t break me
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Hook (Half Beat Drop)
3:18, still wide awake
Same thoughts circling my brain
I got money but I still feel late
Like I missed something on the way
3:18, lights still on
Heart cold but my wrist gone shine
If I disappear before the morning
Just know I was fine
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Outro
Sun coming up, eyes still red
Night tell truths I never said
If tomorrow feel the same again
I’ll survive it like I always did
SaintKode
