Therapy sessions 2.0

No longer questioning the messages that represent the things that heaven sent,

You so lecherous, inelegant-the way you tried play with my intelligence,

Thought I forgot, guess I labeled you irrelevant,

I settled in, even though this room is full of elephants,

The attempts you made?, the assassination of presidence?, the fact that your morality’s hanging on by the precipice?

Do you remember the times?

The moments when you told em I’m the one that’s fully loaded?,-full of anger?, tired of hoping?, always coping?, smoking weed and overdosing?!

But you know it,-wasn’t me……

And even though I came back, I always yearned to be free, of all the drama, all the toxic shit?,-you taught it to me!,

But now I see…………

That everything has happened for a reason,

I won’t put, all of this blame on you, fuck-it’s my fault too,

I know what I did, —I gave up, I lost trust, and left you stuck in a ditch,

Is what it is, I can’t change it but I know where to dig,

[laugh] Big ego………

chasing deniros, back to when—I was just a neighborhood hero,

Just add a couple commas-and a few zeros,

Well……

Where we’ll end?, -only time can tell,

But dont yell, lied on me and tried to send me to jail,

You don’t hate me, but you underestimate me,-and that’s real!

You can’t heal-less you let it go………..,

-in the moment it feels, like, -nothing ever feels right,

With Five folded fingers,-just clinched tight,

But dont swing!-cuz trauma brings,-trauma bonds,

Anyways-hey?-what them tattoos mean?

I don’t know,-maybe a happier scene?

Release the pain, break the chains,-and let the sax phone sing

Yeah….

Amen.