Fake friends

Always getting looked down on like I’m some slave telling ill never make it but I I still go on cus one day I’ll get that pay in life to make my problems go away so when that day comes no one gonna look down at me like I’m dumb like I suck my thumb like a baby .people be thinking they can control me but I have been doing this my whole life I used to think I was popular running around the place with the fakest friends . just imagine what it use to be like to get betrayed if I didn’t go there way Thinking I can make it big with people like them but all I know is that’s just some bullshit cus me thinking they where lit when they would have put me in the pit make me a laughing stock and then act like they would do any thing for me .i might as well just call myself delusional cus shit was crucial back then when all I ever thought of was how ima make it big but they made me look like a pig you I used to think that I could date this one girl but when I was ask her she made like ot she would hurl if she dated me