Verse 1
I crave love
Not the shallow kind
I want the fire
That softens time
I want the pull
I want the ache
Somewhere safe
Where I can stay
Pre-Chorus
But every time
I get too close
My chest goes tight
I lose my breath
Chorus
So I push you away
Before you see the cracks in me
I burn it down
So you don’t get the chance to leave
I whisper “go”
Before you say my name
It’s not rejection
It’s the waiting that I hate
Verse 2
I find the flaws
In everyone
Like proof I’m right
To always run
Every love
A house of flame
I build it strong
Then light the match
Pre-Chorus
Is it you
I’m scared to lose
Or the part of me
That hopes in you?
Chorus
So I push you away
Before you see the cracks in me
I burn it down
So you don’t get the chance to leave
I whisper “go”
Before you say my name
It’s not rejection
It’s the waiting that I hate
Bridge (half-spoken, very quiet)
There’s not much left
Of my heart to break
Just dust
From every mistake
I hurt myself first
So you don’t get to
I hurt myself first
So you don’t have to
Final Chorus (soft → swell)
I crave love
But I’m scared to stay
I want touch
But I push it away
I push you away
Before you see the truth in me
What a cruel thing
To want love
And run from it completely
Outro (almost a whisper)
Do you feel it too?
That weight in your chest
Wanting something real
And fearing it won’t last