Balcony Dreams and Broken Promises

Yeah, sitting on the balcony, reminiscing,

SPM in my ears, thoughts drifting

Lost in the melody, lost in the past

Trying to make this moment last

Watching the city lights flicker, memories grow thicker

You and me, just dreams, now they hit harder

He played me a fool, slept with the janitor, such a fool’s game

Little did I know, it's not just about shame, it's 'cause he hated himself too, deep pain

Now who’s the clown in this circus of lies?

Trying to find truth in the dark, between the whys?

Remember the concert ticket you bought me?

Thought we’d be forever, now I see your attempt to replace me

Love we thought was divine, now just a hollow vine

Danced under the stars, your mama loved me, felt so right

But now it’s just memories, fading into the night

You showed me love I never thought I’d find

Now I’m left here, trying to rewind

Poisoned by your disguise, a true disguise

Lost in the pain, tears in my eyes

Listen to SPM, let the beat carry the grief

Dreams of us, now just a memory brief

On my balcony, I cry, I survive

Tryna keep the hope alive

Suicideboys in my mind, feels like a sign

Of broken love, can’t rewind, just resign

Who’s the fool now? As I drown in sorrow

Hoping for a better tomorrow

It’s a cycle, love and pain, I can’t escape

Your betrayal like a shadow, it’s my fate

But I remember the times, the laughs, the crave

Now all that’s left is just a grave

SPM on my playlist, tears in my eyes

Dreaming of days gone by, no lies

Balcony silent, night’s embrace

Lost in the past, I’ll find my place