[Intro]
Yeah, sitting on the balcony, reminiscing,
SPM in my ears, thoughts drifting
Lost in the melody, lost in the past
Trying to make this moment last
[Verse 1]
Watching the city lights flicker, memories grow thicker
You and me, just dreams, now they hit harder
He played me a fool, slept with the janitor, such a fool’s game
Little did I know, it's not just about shame, it's 'cause he hated himself too, deep pain
Now who’s the clown in this circus of lies?
Trying to find truth in the dark, between the whys?
Remember the concert ticket you bought me?
Thought we’d be forever, now I see your attempt to replace me
Love we thought was divine, now just a hollow vine
Danced under the stars, your mama loved me, felt so right
But now it’s just memories, fading into the night
[Pre-Chorus]
You showed me love I never thought I’d find
Now I’m left here, trying to rewind
Poisoned by your disguise, a true disguise
Lost in the pain, tears in my eyes
[Chorus]
Listen to SPM, let the beat carry the grief
Dreams of us, now just a memory brief
On my balcony, I cry, I survive
Tryna keep the hope alive
Suicideboys in my mind, feels like a sign
Of broken love, can’t rewind, just resign
Who’s the fool now? As I drown in sorrow
Hoping for a better tomorrow
[Bridge]
It’s a cycle, love and pain, I can’t escape
Your betrayal like a shadow, it’s my fate
But I remember the times, the laughs, the crave
Now all that’s left is just a grave
[Outro]
SPM on my playlist, tears in my eyes
Dreaming of days gone by, no lies
Balcony silent, night’s embrace
Lost in the past, I’ll find my place
