Junction love story

I never thought you would steal my heart like you did, I miss you with every breath I take. Why should I love you though when it seems to good to be true. I never thought you coming back to me, wouod make me feel so loved, so protected yet it was it all full of lies? You pulled me in making me feel so alive, you gave me my smile back, yet how do I now survive? You pulled me in close with your hugs so secure, but yet did you show her that side of your love too? You went away and I struggled to stay. Yet, my love for you is so strong yet still so awake. I miss you even though I should pull away, I still think of all the words you use to say. “ I’ll never break your heart, I will love you forever, you never have to worry about anyone hurting you ever again” you were my safe space, my love that I craved, the words I have been longing to hear but were they all just to make me stay? I’m so confused on how I should still love you with all my heart. I cry and night because that night with us will never fade away. You gave me so much love in such a short time, but yet I shouldn’t be close due to all your accusations against you. I can’t believe that you’re gone for something that I can never respect you for. I ask myself every single days why did you do this? Why would you hurt someone, is that what you did? I cry at night because my heart loves you endlessly and why? I’m so broken, and I don’t know how to continue with all these emotions running through my veins. I love you and i don’t know what else to say. I’m so mad, sad,lonely, depressed, angry, hurt, betrayed, you lied to me. I can’t believe you’re gone, taken away from me because of these horrible things. I just wanted to love you for the rest of my life. I’m so upset and you think that everything I said to you was a lie, but gods honest truth, what I said to you, was every beat of my heart. You were the one for me, yet you are gone. I can’t believe all of this is happening. I wish this wasn’t happening. I wanted to he yours, I wanted to marry you, I wanted to live life with you. I’m so deeply hurt. That night where we grew up, that was everything to me. I will love you endlessly, yet I’m so god damn sad. You said so many hurtful words to me. I just wanted you, only you, forever. Yet, you trashed me, like I meant nothing to you, you acted like I did nothing for you, like I wasn’t the only one there for you. I can’t believe this is happening. I miss you and love you endlessly.