[Verse 1]
Ashtray on the windowsill
Coffee gone cold
Still
Phone face down on the floor
I can’t walk through that door
TV glow on my skin
Static in my chest again
Every mirror feels too loud
So I pull the curtains down
[Chorus]
I’m hurt
I’m sad
I’m fucked up
Lost
Spinning in the dark
Don’t know the cost
Of every word I never said out loud
Of every time I let myself fall down
I’m hurt
I’m sad
I’m fucked up
Lost
[Verse 2]
Half a text I never send
Scroll your name
Then back again
Old hoodie on
Sleeves chewed thin
Smells like you
Like what we’ve been
Take a drive
Same dead end
Empty roads pretending to be friends
Street signs blur
But they still know
All the ways I can’t let go
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
If I trace these scars like maps
Will they drag me back to you?
If I say I’m fine enough
Will it ever make it true?
[Chorus]