No one

Heart heavy, I sit still

Phone face-down, no one to call

Room too full of my own thoughts

I watch them crawl up the wall

I keep it pretty on the surface

But the ache stays in my chest

Smile for the world, then I vanish

When I get home, I lose the rest

And I don't wanna say too much

'Cause once I start, I might break

So I bite down on the pressure

Let the quiet do what it takes

Heavy in silence

Heavy in silence

I hold it, I hold it

'Til the hurt gets quieter

Heavy in silence

Heavy in silence

If you can't find me

I'm somewhere trying to breathe

I know the mirror knows my face

Even when I don't like mine

I keep all the fragile pieces

Careful, like they're made of time

You'd think I'd call somebody

But my voice gets stuck in my throat

So I fold into the shadows

And let the night carry the load

And I don't wanna say too much

'Cause once I start, I might break

So I let the tears stay private

Let the stillness do its thing

Heavy in silence

Heavy in silence

I hold it, I hold it

'Til the hurt gets quieter

Heavy in silence

Heavy in silence

If you can't find me

I'm somewhere trying to breathe

Maybe healing doesn't rush

Maybe it comes in small days

One deep breath, one honest crack

One more step through the weight

So if tonight is hard on you

If your heart feels split in two

Stay with me, stay with me

I know what the quiet can do

Heavy in silence

Heavy in silence

I hold it, I hold it

'Til the hurt gets quieter

Heavy in silence

Heavy in silence

If you can't find me

I'm somewhere trying to breathe