Track · Mar 22, 2026 · English

Crown of Thorns in Blue Light

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5:08

Language

English

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Silhouette on my bedroom wall

Blue light flickers across these hands

I thought I had to hold it all

Turns out I never really could stand

Empty cup on the windowsill

Tear tracks drying on my skin

I’m not brave

I’m not strong

I’m not “will”

I’m the mess that I am in

[Pre-Chorus]

But You don’t look away

You don’t step aside

You sit in the silence

Where I try to hide (oh)

[Chorus]

I’m not okay

But I am Yours

On the floor with this heart

That is bruised and torn

You wear my pain

Like a crown of thorns

I’m not okay

But I am Yours

[Verse 2]

Every prayer feels half-formed

Half-true

Like a sentence I can’t complete

But somehow You still pull me through

Every tangle at Your feet

Shaking hands

But You hold them still

Breathing in when I’ve lost my air

I bring You what I cannot heal

You turn my breaking into prayer

[Pre-Chorus]

You don’t rush the ache

You don’t change the frame

You sit in the shadows

And You call my name (yeah)

[Chorus]

I’m not okay

But I am Yours

On the floor with this heart

That is bruised and torn

You wear my pain

Like a crown of thorns

I’m not okay

But I am Yours

[Bridge]

Here in the blue light

You see the worst of me

You lay Your wounded hands

On what I tried to hide and keep

If this is all I have

It’s all I’ll ever bring

A breaking

Beating heart

For a broken

Healing King (oh)

[Chorus]

I’m not okay

But I am Yours

Every crack

Every scar

You are leaning toward

You wear my pain

Like a crown of thorns

I’m not okay

But I am Yours

I’m not okay

But I am Yours (ooh)

Style

intimate worship ballad over soft felted piano and airy pads. female vocalsclose and breathy at firstalmost confessional. verse 1 sparse with piano only; subtle pads and distant vocal swells bloom in the pre-chorus. chorus lifts with wider reverbstacked harmoniesand a gentle tom pulse. final chorus adds a soaring top melody and sustained stringsending on a quietlingering chord and whispered ad-lib.softmoodyhealingworshiplight

Prompt

I’m Not Okay — vulnerable worship with soft piano and moody pads growing into honest surrender and healing intimacy with God broken yet lifted — silhouette, blue light, crown made with thorns, female

Credits

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OGknox7

GeneratedMar 22, 2026

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