Kill the past

I wish I knew my heart
Before it was torn apart 
The devil’s in the detail
Life taking is a brutal art

My mind melts in deception
All I wanted was to make a connection
But now I see the evil
This ends now there’s not time for deflection

(Chorus)

You left me broken and used
Burdened with all the abuse
Not knowing the time I’d lose
When all I ever got was fucking used
The monster I have become
Forged by the damage done
The crimson hits the sun
As I click click boom, unload the gun
(Chorus-end)

 saw beauty in the flames
Now never seen again
I’m tired of all the games
I’m in a well of shame
When it wasn’t even me who should feel this pain

I can’t hold a tyrant’s wrath 
The way forward isn’t meant to last
Now the time has come to pass 
And the only way out is to kill my past 

(Chorus)

Metalcore, female