Verse 1
The room is quiet, louder than before
Your silence echoes through every door
I’m sitting here, holding my breath
Trying to survive what we have left
I don’t scream, I don’t cry out loud
I learned to hurt without a sound
I fought so long, I’m tired inside
I don’t have the strength to try again tonight
Pre-Chorus
I don’t want war, I don’t want pain
I just want to feel your heart again
Chorus
I don’t want to fight anymore
I’ve been knocking on a closed door
There’s someone else who sees my face
Who asks me how I’m doing, who gives me space
And I don’t know what’s right or wrong
When being strong feels like holding on too long
I never wanted to be torn in two
But I can’t keep living invisible to you
Verse 2
You’re here, but you don’t look at me
Like I’m something you still need
I’m fading slow between your days
A shadow love that slipped away
He listens when I start to break
Says my name like it still has weight
And I hate myself for feeling seen
When all I wanted was you with me
Pre-Chorus
I don’t want escape, I don’t want lies
I just want a reason to stay alive
Chorus
I don’t want to fight anymore
I’ve been begging in my core
There’s someone else who holds the light
When I’m drowning every night
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do
When staying hurts and leaving does too
I’m not unfaithful, I’m just so tired
Of feeling unwanted, broken, and quiet
Bridge (nur Klavier, Violine setzt langsam ein)
If you reached for me now
I would drop everything
If you said my name
Like I still mean something
I don’t want another life
I just don’t want this one anymore
Last Chorus
I don’t want to fight anymore
I’m empty from this endless war
There’s a hand that pulls me from the floor
And I don’t know what my heart is for
I’m standing here, afraid to choose
Afraid of staying, afraid of losing you
I don’t want to hurt, I don’t want to fall
I just don’t want to feel nothing at all
Outro
(Violine allein)
I’m still here…
I just need someone to see me.
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