EXTnoparadise2

I have tried to live this life but this reminder buried deep in my chest is killing me it is hard being with out you

You’re the only one who loves me at my worst

I can’t be nothing without you

It’s killing me keeping me alive you make the bad things so beautiful but you’re worth a broken heart

There no pain without you

It’s killing me keeping me alive

I just wished you where proud of me

The only paradise is screaming in the mirror shotgun in the mouth

I’ve never felt so lost

My deepest scares are getting so deep my body becoming a temple for my anxiety

I’ve meet my darkest parts can’t ever be forgiven

I never be good enough

You taught me how to fail

But I’ve had the darkest fault

Seeing the end of my barrel hoping to be good enough for you

My once true love