I have tried to live this life but this reminder buried deep in my chest is killing me it is hard being with out you
You’re the only one who loves me at my worst
I can’t be nothing without you
It’s killing me keeping me alive you make the bad things so beautiful but you’re worth a broken heart
There no pain without you
It’s killing me keeping me alive
I just wished you where proud of me
The only paradise is screaming in the mirror shotgun in the mouth
I’ve never felt so lost
My deepest scares are getting so deep my body becoming a temple for my anxiety
I’ve meet my darkest parts can’t ever be forgiven
I never be good enough
You taught me how to fail
But I’ve had the darkest fault
Seeing the end of my barrel hoping to be good enough for you
My once true love