Four Year's Gone

Verse 1

They warned me, said he’d break me,

I swore they couldn’t see.

Told myself they didn’t know

What he really meant to me.

Four years in the silence,

Four years I looked away.

Now I’m standing in the wreckage,

And the guilt won’t wash away.

Chorus

Four years gone, and it’s all on me,

I locked the doors, I lost the key.

Believed his lies, ignored the signs,

Let him steal my life, my time.

I can’t forgive, I can’t forget,

The mirror shows my own regret.

Four years gone, and I’m the fool,

The one who broke her own damn rules.

Verse 2

Every call I thought abandoned,

Every letter never seen.

I cursed the ones who loved me most,

While he kept me in his scheme.

Now I’m scared to face their voices,

Scared to see what I became.

How do you tell your family

You chose the devil over grace?

Chorus

Four years gone, and it’s all on me,

I locked the doors, I lost the key.

Believed his lies, ignored the signs,

Let him steal my life, my time.

I can’t forgive, I can’t forget,

The mirror shows my own regret.

Four years gone, and I’m the fool,

The one who broke her own damn rules.

Bridge

Don’t say I was blind—

I saw enough to stay.

I gave my heart to fire,

And let it burn away.

Final Chorus

Four years gone, I wear the blame,

Carved his lies into my name.

I shut them out, I turned away,

Now I live with the mess I made.

I can’t forgive, I can’t let go,

This scar’s the only truth I know.

Four years gone, and I’m the fool,

The one who broke her own damn rules.