[Hook]
Cold nights, heavy heart, can’t lie, I’m torn apart
Smilin’ wide in the daylight, cryin’ deep when it's dark
Mommy Phane hold me close, when this life hit too hard
Mellisa, my light in storms, yeah you’re my favorite star
I been driftin’ in this silence, feelin’ lost with no chart
lift me up when I’m fallin’ apart
Amina farihya been my soul friend, got me through from the start
And I still hear demons voice echo deep in my heart...
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[Verse 1]
I remember days I’d break down in my bed
Prayin’ Allah to take the pain, take the noise from my head
They think I’m strong, but they don’t see the tears I shed
Only momma knew the wars I’ve been fightin' instead
Phane Monika, my queen, you the reason I live
Gave me love with your hands when you had nothin’ to give
Mellisa K., you the calm to my rage
You my lil' best friend, help me turn life's page
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[Verse 2]
Momma told me, “Boy you destined for the heights”
Even when I doubted me, she spoke life into my nights
Amina, my homie, we been rollin’ through the lows
In a world that turned fake, you the realest one I know
Robert Ratemo, yeah I carry your name
They call you Nasty, but you taught me the game
And faith farihya, you the one I still see
In my dreams, talkin’ peace, like you sittin’ next to me
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[Hook – Repeat]
Cold nights, heavy heart, can’t lie, I’m torn apart
Smilin’ wide in the daylight, cryin’ deep when it's dark
Mama Phane hold me close, when this life hit too hard
Mellisa, my light in storms, yeah you’re my favorite star
I been driftin’ in this silence, feelin’ lost with no "
Am just a lonely guy who smoke,nonchalant and introverted,everyone gonna hurt you but u choose those that u will tolorete forever
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[Outro]
Lewis Zola Magati, "big up to my Niggas papa smurf a.k.a Lameck,my big giant baraka a.k.a felix ochichi,my dwarg emma lupin and all days crush faith a.k.a Tiffah kerry and thereby star gal farihya a.k.a faith
