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just incase we don't see each other ever again justifying the break nobody wins individuals acting Netflix established selfish bickering pointing the finger no justice until we reverse our sins revenge and jealousy please just get back in i still love you i don't know why I couldn't say i do it wasn't you never boo my personal issues play a big part no lie I'm telling the truth I shed tears for you pretend to be sober never would work I knew I would risk it all just to feel the relief I naturally couldn't produce constantly numb i tried to make a truce i would untie the noose hoping I would get murder because of my drug abuse it seemed easier than telling the truth looking into your eyes i would break down every time moving like a snake bottle of pills rattling why just remember I never gave up always would try the difference between people who could do it wasn't that they quit they would get better at hiding the fact that love for the drugs were stronger than the bond between you and I no justice until we start over but the damage always out weighs the reasons why justice never compares to the love we created for the little ones you carried inside all I would do is provide and hide never wanted to show my face because you could read my eyes like a book then before I knew it I was trying to survive no justice until I was ready to fall flat on my face and almost die you would pick me up and tell me everything gonna be alright no justice for a new born with a father addicted to drugs
rehab was just a answer for the specific point in time just to alleviate the pressure cuz emotionally what emotions I hid them deep inside 30 days away my I can pull it off this time no justice for my family I abandoned to get high no justice for my two sons who just wanted me there when I was battling to stay alive and to do that i would have to get high and stay that way for the rest of my life then I would hold my babies break down not knowing what was wrong with me and why I would keep doing this no justice until I looked in Daytons eyes my first born gave me just what I was searching for the whole time a real love my son couldn't walk talk or give a fuck if I try justice hit me when I looked into his little blue eyes I couldn't I wouldn't imagine leaving his side so I started to thrive the passion for life started to return and recognize I will require another son not as an excuse but it wouldn't hurt for the shine I felt powerful it was father time not getting me in the end but leaving prematurely that wouldn't be the worst thing considering the path that was just in I was walking towards death got no family or friends now that's Justice I can't explain no substance just toughness to subtract the numbness it wad justice for them i was upset with out a artificial obstruction i was able to function now that's justice for myself strength and comfort to be completely sober with out discomfort freely the evil just had to suffer and now that's Justice
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