My Life

3am I'm sitting in my room wondering why the good memories left with you. Hope you're happy for making me cry, leaving me in tears without a good bye. It felt like real love but I guess it wasn't true, sitting alone, in sorrow without you.

I tried to find someone else instead but your were always in my head. No idea why I try, try to change something that's not right. Maybe you should just come back and numb the pain, tell me why you left, tell me, explain.

You took the happy days away, making me feel a pain I've never felt before I am not okay. Don't know why I try to feel alright inside guess that's just my life.

Tryin so hard to numb all the pain you made, I don't know why but I feel so betrayed. How do you think I could get away from, all of the things that I have become. Trying so hard, tryna be bright, fightin myself in the middle of the night. My demons are haunting me, trying to make myself free, but all I can do is stay trapped in eternity.

You took the happy days away, making me feel a pain I've never felt before I am not okay. Don't know why I try to feel alright inside guess that's just my life.