Living

(the manic child, the manic child) 






(,,I believe in second chances... but not on 10!!!")









(You are so used up) ×2
BITCH STOP SCREAMING IN MY EARS 
THERE'S A LOT OF SHIT COMING OUT OF YOU, 
WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL BREATHING?! 
I might push you off first 
I might ghost you 
and just walk away 
I might just end it all 
and put you six feet deep under 
I might end us all (end you) 


Everything is in slow motion. 
(I don't give a fuck about you) 


My thoughts are flooding trough my head, 
Keep on living 
So I don't end up like them. 


 
I still feel your cold fingers 
around my neck, I still see your empty eyes 
in front of mine 
Sometimes I think I am better off de--
Now I push you away 
What was your name again?
Manic at day, insomniac at night 


What is this sudden silly feeling? 
I am standing on the top of a building,
(Wishing I could drag you up the stairs and push you off—watching the ground suck up all of your organs.)
Looking down on all the lost souls,
just circling, walking around endlessly into the void. 

I see their pain, yet I can't seem to understand 
I see their tears, yet I don't feel a thing. 
I hear their screams in my sleep. 
But I just can't feel a thing 


I see it all. I've seen it all... 
Still I won't jump. 



Keep on living 
So I don't end up like them. 











(Can you just leave already?)

Emo Silkcore Digicore Hyperpop, phonk, annoying sounds, hard bass