Trapped

("Open your mind and let me in, 
Won't you show me how you truly feel? 
Won't you let me see all of the colors you hide, 
won't you let me see behind those shadows? 
That cracked mask of yours is slowly falling off.") 


"I wish it lasted a little longer" 


Mhhh


(The manic child) 



Looking around 
I can't feel you anymore 
You're so far away 
(So far, so far, so far, so far away, so far away) 
Screaming your name in the sky, but there's no answer. 
(No, not anymore) 
(Not this time) 


I feel your cold hands grabbing my throat 
I can't see you, 
But I still feel it 
(I still feel it) 
You're here somewhere
(Somewhere in the darkest corners of my mind) 
Squeezing all the life that I have left inside of me 
(I CAN'T BREATHE PLEASE LET ME BREATHE) 
Destroying everything I once was 
I can't grasp the reality 
that you are gone 
I can't grasp the reality that you were nothing more than a parasite. 
(How did you erase us so easily?) 


But hey, it's okay 
It's okay 
I'll just drink and forget it all 
(It's okay) 
I'll just cut my flesh and pretend like you're still here. 
Oh 
Oh
I wonder--
But hey, it's okay 
It's okay 


Finally you left
(But is this what I really wanted--) 
I finally don't feel anymore 
(Was this really the right choice--) 


Looking around 
(Where did you go???) 
I can't feel you no more 
(So far, so far, so far, far away, so far away...so...far) 
Screaming my lungs out, but it's just silence. 


Now the mirror's all in pieces 
Now I'm walking on the glass you shattered. 
I grit my teeth and smile for you 
Pull the strings and I'll dance for you 
But hey, it's okay 
It's okay 
I'll just cry myself to sleep and forget it all 
(It's okay) 
Oh 
Oh


Still I feel your cold hands on my throat 
I can't see you, 
(But I feel you) 
You're here somewhere
Squeezing the life out of me 
(Was this really necessary?!) 


(Now the mirror's all in pieces. Now I'm walking on the glass you shattered.) 
I'll grit my teeth and smile for you 
Pull the strings and I'll dance for you 


(Hiding behind my own shadows, so you don't notice.) 
Hiding it all just for you 
I just don't see no other way 
Sedate me so I don't remember 
Torture me until I forget 
Beat me in the way you like it the best. 
Shape my mind into your own 
Make me trust you all over again AGAIN AGAIN 
Just for the fun of it 



Torture me until I forget 
(Get out of my head already) 
Beat me in the way you like it the best. 
(again again again) 
Shape my mind into your own 
Make me adore you 
(Just for the fun of it) 
(Just for the fun of it) 
Who do you want me to be? 
(Just for the fun of it) 


(Why does this feel so familiar?) 


Mmmmhh


I wonder how you still sleep at night 



But hey, it's okay 
It's okay 
It's okay 
It will all be okay, just let me forget it all. 
But hey, it's okay 
It's okay 
It's okay 
just let me forget it all.



(,,Is that too much to ask for?")

male, Hyperpop DNB Antipop Song, Sad Emo Song, low distorted voice, hard bass, noise, ambient, rock, electro