[Intro]
In this hell I keep spinning, lost within my own mind
Every breath a struggle, trying to leave it all behind
[Verse 1]
I break, I shatter, I crumble under the fracturing of my mind
Pain’s a relentless fucking cycle, I can’t escape my fate
Memories, scars, they haunt me in endless replay
Drowning in fucking suffering, trying to find my way
[Pre-Chorus]
They don’t see the chaos, the storm inside my god damn head
Judgment and rejection, words that they’ve all fucking said
But I carry this burden, hidden deep within
A torment so heavy, it's wearing me fucking thin
[Chorus]
How I fucking break, then do it all again
Dealing with the fucking agony, suffering from the pain
This burning hell, a curse I can't mother fucking shake
Lost in the darkness, trying not to break shit
(Suffocating, choking on the air I breathe)
This cycle of torment, I can’t mother fucking escape
[Verse 2]
Spirits whispering, sadness I conceal
Deep-seeded torment, wounds that never fucking heal
Preach your fucking positivity, but I can't see the mother fucking light
Suffocating shadows, fighting for my life
[Pre-Chorus]
The world keeps fucking accusing, they’ll never understand
A deep-rooted anguish, can't be fixed by any fucking hand
Carrying burdens, as silent screams collide
A hell that’s fucking eternal, nowhere to hide
[Chorus]
How I fucking break, then do it all again
Dealing with the fucking agony, suffering from the pain
This burning hell, a curse I can't shake
Lost in the darkness, trying not to break
(Suffocating, choking on the air I breathe)
This cycle of torment, I can’t escape
[Bridge]
Every loss, every rejection, feels like a fucking knife twisting
Splitting open wounds, inflicting all this strife
I fucking scream inside, no one hears my cries
A world unkind, I mask these desperate lies
[Outro]
So I break, I shatter, then I try once more
Endlessly fighting, a fucking war at my core
In this hell of my making, I will not pretend
Facing my torment, praying for the mother fucking end
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