In the shadows of the night, I’m torn in this fight,
Poet whispers in my ear, saying keep the dreams in sight, Paul Anthony urges me to put the pen away,
Should I let my spirit fade, or let the lyrics play?
Ink and pain collide, battling deep within,
A war between the light of my soul and the sin.
Should I put the ink pen down, let my story cease to flow?
Or launch into the cosmos, let my soul’s truth glow?
Should I merge poet's heart with the man I’ve come to be?
In this battle of the ages, I’m just looking to be free.
Should I bury who I am, let the silence reign instead?
While my demons scream for freedom, should I let them tread?
Every word that I don’t write feels like a loss I mourn,
every lyric in my heart is a fire being born.
Jesus calling out, says it's time to make amends,
Devil stands ferm says boy it's time to pay me my due,Should I choose to fight these shadows or let the light descend?
Should I put my ink pen down, take a break from the fight?
With these lyrics in my mind, lost in the night,
Should I let poet fade, keep Paul Anthony hidden away?
Or let him breathe again, bring the light to the play?
A battle inside, the tension won't cease,
Who will win this soul? The pain or the peace?
Should I keep writing for you,her, them and him,or just let it be me?
Will my lyrics be a prison, or will they set me free?
In this battle of souls, who’s the ghost, who’s alive?
Should I distance poet from Paul Anthony help him survive?
Bury the poet deep, let Paul Anthony step to the front,
Bandage up my notepad, put the ink in the hunt,
Should I stop this struggle, stop the lyrical spin?
Or get on a rocket ship, let the odyssey begin?
Jesus calls for repentance; l’m outa space,
Fighting my demons, trying to keep pace.
Should I keep writing for you, her,them,him, or just let it be me?
Will my lyrics be a prison, or will they set me free?
In this battle of souls, who’s the ghost, who’s alive?
Should I distance poet from Paul Anthony,help him survive?
Two souls intertwined, the struggle is real.
But in this war for my heart, I’ll find what I feel.
here I stand, two souls Intertwined, a mystery to find,
With ink upon my fingers, I’ll rewrite the design.Should I put the ink pen away, stop writing lyrics, songs and stories for you ,her,them ,him.and just let it be me, should I let poet fade away and Paul Anthony Breathe Again, should I bury poet and let Paul Anthony out again, should I bandage up my notepad put a tourniquet on my ink pen so it never bleeds again,, should I stop fighting my demons stop writing about my demons, give into my demons again, Jesus wants repentance ,I keep running for distance,should I distance poet from Paul Anthony,jump on a rocket ship, go on an odyssey again,in to outer space with my demons again,I'm outa space fighting my demons again,