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How come you left me knowing I wasn’t ready

Scared by myself like I seen Freddy

Nightmares wide awake, demons steady

Heart feeling heavy, hands not steady

Brothers to the end, close like best friends

You taught me how to be strong, how to stand when

World tried to bend me, tried to break me

You said “stay straight, don’t let it take me”

I’m in a darker place since you’ve been away

Smile on my face but it’s fading to gray

Switch places, you would feel the pain

Same rain fall but a different strain

When my head hits the pillow

I dream of you for real though

Conversations in my sleep, saying “keep going”

Wake up alone, room feeling hollow

I talk to the ceiling like you still near

Ask God questions, but I don’t hear clear

Time keep moving but I’m stuck right here

Trying not to drown in the memories and fear

They say healing comes slow, guess they right

But some wounds only scream at night

I carry your name in my chest, real tight

Till we meet again in a better light

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It’s hard to believe that you’re gone for this long

Old sibling of mine, every night I cry

I’m calling your name but I know you’re gone

Still feel you with me when I look at the sky