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Verse - 
How come you left me knowing I wasn’t ready
Scared by myself like I seen Freddy
Nightmares wide awake, demons steady
Heart feeling heavy, hands not steady

Brothers to the end, close like best friends
You taught me how to be strong, how to stand when
World tried to bend me, tried to break me
You said “stay straight, don’t let it take me”

I’m in a darker place since you’ve been away
Smile on my face but it’s fading to gray
Switch places, you would feel the pain
Same rain fall but a different strain

When my head hits the pillow
I dream of you for real though
Conversations in my sleep, saying “keep going”
Wake up alone, room feeling hollow

I talk to the ceiling like you still near
Ask God questions, but I don’t hear clear
Time keep moving but I’m stuck right here
Trying not to drown in the memories and fear

They say healing comes slow, guess they right
But some wounds only scream at night
I carry your name in my chest, real tight
Till we meet again in a better light


Chorus-

It’s hard to believe that you’re gone for this long
Old sibling of mine, every night I cry
I’m calling your name but I know you’re gone
Still feel you with me when I look at the sky

blues