[Verse 1]
Gold tag on a thrift-store coat
Black card
But my rent’s still late
Fine wine in a paper cup
Taking pictures of an empty plate
Fresh fade
But my thoughts grown out
Big talk with a cracked-screen phone
Laugh loud in a velvet booth
Counting coins just to get back home
[Pre-Chorus]
I been flexing on the outside (outside)
Hollow like a hallway echo
All these trophies on my nightstand
Still scared to look in the mirror
[Chorus]
Expensive taste
Cheap escapes
(yeah, yeah)
I dress it up
But I can’t fake grace
(oh no)
I’m drippin’ in doubt
Tryna drown my shame
(call and I answer)
You say “How you livin’?” I say “Livin’ in my head again”
Expensive taste
Cheap escapes
(so loud)
Rich on the surface
Broke in the safe
(deep down)
I’m cashing in pain for a borrowed haze
(call and I answer)
You say “How you feelin’?” I say “Elegantly wasted
Babe”
[Verse 2]
Front row in my discount shoes
Sip slow ‘cause the check looks mean
Smile wide for the bathroom glass
Practice happy till it starts to sting
Big chain on a tired neck
New suit on an old regret
Pray soft in the rideshare back
Watching all my fake gods disconnect
[Pre-Chorus]
I been filling every silence (silence)
With another fragile story
All this glitter on my body
Can’t cover up the mourning
[Chorus]
Expensive taste
Cheap escapes
(hey, hey)
I dress it up
But I can’t fake grace
(can’t hide)
I’m drippin’ in doubt
Tryna drown my shame
(call and I answer)
You say “How you livin’?” I say “Livin’ in my head again”
Expensive taste
Cheap escapes
(so tired)
Rich on the surface
Broke in the safe
(deep cuts)
I’m cashing in pain for a borrowed haze
(call and I answer)
You say “How you feelin’?” I say “Elegantly wasted
Babe”
[Bridge]
Who am I when the tabs all close
When the house lights rise
When the crowd gets ghost
Just me
This coat
That crooked halo
Asking
“What’s the price of a soul on payroll?”
[Chorus]
Expensive taste
Cheap escapes
(oh-oh)
I dress it up
But I can’t fake grace
(no more)
I’m drippin’ in doubt
Tryna drown my shame
(call and I answer)
You say “How you livin’?” I say “Learning how to live again”
Expensive taste
Cheap escapes
(last round)
Rich on the surface
Broke in the safe
(turned down)
I’m trading this pose for a clear-eyed day
(call and I answer)
You say “Can you face it?” I say “Yeah
I’ll face it
Babe”