Verse 1)
I walked down that aisle, tears in my eyes
Said the words, felt the change, believed the lies
That everything would be different, washed away clean
But the chains are still here, the same old routine
(Chorus)
I'm saved, but I'm stuck, a prisoner inside
This addiction's a monster, nowhere to hide
I pray for strength, for a light to break through
But the darkness lingers, what else can I do?
(Verse 2)
I read the scriptures, I sing the hymns loud
Try to fill the void, escape the dark cloud
But the cravings return, a familiar sting
Is this my forever? Will my soul ever sing?
(Verse 3)
I confess my sins, beg for release
But the grip of this habit just won't decrease
I'm caught in a cycle, a constant repeat
Same deal, same problem, can't admit defeat
(Verse 4)
I look in the mirror, shame in my eyes
A hypocrite, a failure, living these lies
I'm supposed to be better, a new creation
But I'm trapped in this struggle, this constant frustration
(Chorus)
I'm saved, but I'm stuck, a prisoner inside
This addiction's a monster, nowhere to hide
I pray for strength, for a light to break through
But the darkness lingers, what else can I do?
(Outro)
Same deal, same problem, day after day
Will I ever break free? Is there another way?
I cling to the hope that someday I'll be whole
And finally escape this dark, heavy toll.