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I feel it underneath my skin 
It chills me to the bones 
I feel it when I move, I know,
Its tearing at my soul
Nothing against the life I led 
But this isolation's cold
I've lost, Ive been found
My life has took a turnabout 
But im watching as it quickly passes by
What ive missed, what ive gained 
Is something I will not forsake 
But sometimes I wish i had lived my life
differently, with a heart that's free