Again

I know better

Momma taught me better

Dust my shoulders off

And pick my head up

Let you

Can’t believe I let you

Treat me like some silly ol’ bitch

Like I’m any ol’ bitch

But I’m

Back to my sense

In my right frame of mind

Said I’m

Back on my bullshit

Wasted far too much time

Giving you chance after chance

To prove you’re more of a man

Than you were

Like I ain’t know my worth

Made me a shell of the person that I use to be

Looked in the mirror and ain’t recognize the girl looking back at me

Let you tear down every ounce of my self esteem

But I won’t do that again.

Again, again, again…

Again, again, again, again, again, again, again….

Chin up

Gotta hold my chin high

Cried a million times

But can’t remember why

Heard a million lies

And caught them every time

I use to put up with shit

Now I laugh about it

Said I’m

Clear minded, thinking straight for once in my life

So grateful to have anyone by my side

That I couldn’t quite see… just how bad you really were for me

Finally, I mean finally

Got back the nerve to say that you ain’t shit with my whole chest

Leave you alone and find my own damn path back to happiness

Darkest nights of my life spent in your arms

So I won’t go back again.

Again, again, again…

Again, again, again, again, again, again, again….

Won’t go back again…

Again, again, again…

Again, again, again, again, again, again, again….

Woooaahhh oooaahh ooaah oah uhh…

Nuh uh.

Woooaahhh oooaahh ooaah oah uhh…

Nuh uh.

No no no no, no, no, no, no, nooo

Nuh uh…

Won’t go back.