Intro
I’ve been fighting my demons for a long time…
And I’m tired.
Not tired of living.
Just tired of fighting.
Verse 1
I’ve been fighting my demons for a long time,
Trading sleepless nights for peace I’ll never find.
I don’t want them to win, but they feel stronger than me,
And I’m so damn tired of this endless war inside me.
Sometimes I wanna call a truce,
Wave a white flag, tell them I’m through.
Anything to make the fighting stop,
Anything to let my aching heart drop.
Pre-Chorus
I write them letters they never read,
Begging them to leave my head in peace.
Trying to make friends with the monsters within,
Hoping somehow this war could end.
Chorus
But I don’t want a truce anymore.
I don’t want to kneel on this battlefield floor.
I wanna cast a spell and damn them to hell,
Lock the gates and break the spell.
Leave me alone and never come back,
Stop pulling me into the endless black.
I’ve fought too long to lose myself,
I won’t let my demons be my end.
Verse 2
But they always lurk inside the shadows,
Waiting patiently where the darkness grows.
Watching every crack inside my soul,
Waiting for the moment I lose control.
They whisper softly, they know my fears,
They’ve memorized my pain through all these years.
But I’m stronger now than I used to be,
Even if I forget it occasionally.
Bridge
I am not the darkness.
I am not the fear.
I am not the voice
That’s screaming in my ear.
I am the fighter.
The one still standing.
The one who survived
Everything meant to break me.
Final Chorus
I won’t call a truce anymore.
This is a war worth fighting for.
I’ll cast my light into the dark,
And guard the pieces of my heart.
My demons may follow,
But they won’t decide.
Because after all these years…
I’m still alive.
