6Yeah, I watch him, Kyle, sittin’ at my family’s tables,
Laughin’, celebratin’, while I’m ghosted, unstable,
They cheer the man who took what’s mine, my innocence stolen,
While I’m blamed, erased, my voice frozen and broken.
He raped me, but I’m the one they make the villain,
I said nothing, did nothing wrong, but still feel chillin’,
My blood, my son, my life twisted in their hands,
They toast him online while I’m stranded in no man’s land.
Vacations, holidays, family dinners, staged events,
I’m left in the dark, my pain ignored, no defense,
They call him winner, hero, like I don’t exist,
While I grind in silence, my soul on the checklist.
Every smile on ‘Gram, every caption, every post,
They clap for him, my pain’s the ghost they boast,
I built my son, love pure, while they rewrite the tale,
Kyle livin’ in triumph while my heart’s set to fail.
Ambiguous loss, yeah, it cuts sharp, deep,
I’m fightin’ shadows, fightin’ a grief I can’t sleep,
I whisper in dreams, “Mama still got you,”
But they parade him, playin’ the family crew.
I see my own blood, friends, family align,
Cheer him on while I’m erased, left behind,
I’m not the villain, I didn’t do a thing,
But the world flipped me wrong, turned pain into sting.
They gift him love, praise him for conquest,
While I sit alone, heart bleeding in my chest,
Every lie, every whisper, every manipulated word,
I’m fightin’ for truth in a world absurd.
I grind through the rage, let the trap beat hit my soul,
Every verse therapy, every line control,
I spit bars to exorcise the trauma he caused,
Every rhyme a verdict, every line paused.
They think I’m weak, think I’m the problem, the shame,
But I rise in silence, harness the flame,
I channel every betrayal, every stolen right,
Into savage bars, into fire, into fight.
I see him at holidays, vacations, their praise,
While my calls go ignored, my texts left ablaze,
Every stolen moment fuels the hunger in me,
I grind, I spit, I survive, my truth is key.
Ambiguous loss, yeah, it’s bitter, it’s raw,
They celebrate the monster while I bear the flaw,
But I’m blood and fire, my son knows my heart,
We survive, we rise, can’t tear us apart.
They can’t rewrite the bond, can’t erase the fight,
Every injustice fuels my savage might,
I spit the pain, spit the lies, spit the rage I inherit,
Every trap beat my courtroom, every word merit.
Kyle can have their tables, their fake love, their applause,
I built the real legacy, I’m the cause,
Every bar, every line, my story unbroken,
I’m the truth in the shadow, every word spoken.
