Verse 1
3 a.m., city lights on my skin
Phone buzzin’, but I don’t let it ring
I tell everyone I’m over you now
But silence says more when no one’s around
I’ve been runnin’ from the truth in my head
Smilin’ for the world, losin’ sleep instead
I say I’m good, yeah I play it cool
But every road still leads to you
Pre-Chorus
I tried to hide it, tried to fight it
Act like love don’t hurt
But every time I hear your name
It hits me worse
Chorus
’Cause deep down, I still feel you
Even when I say I don’t
I moved on, yeah I tell myself that
But my heart won’t let you go
I’m strong now, that’s what I show
But when the lights go low
I’m missin’ you the most
Yeah deep down, you still got my soul
Verse 2
New faces, same empty nights
Same old pain in a different light
I laugh it off, say “I’m okay”
But your memory don’t fade away
I deleted photos, changed my sound
Still hear your voice when it’s quiet now
I thought time would let me heal
But it just taught me how to feel
Pre-Chorus
I keep pretendin’ I’m fine without you
But it’s all a front
Every lie I tell myself
Just comes undone
Chorus
’Cause deep down, I still feel you
Even when I say I don’t
I moved on, yeah I tell myself that
But my heart won’t let you go
I’m strong now, that’s what I show
But when the lights go low
I’m missin’ you the most
Yeah deep down, you still got my soul
Bridge
Maybe one day I’ll wake up free
No echoes of you inside of me
But tonight I’m honest, no disguise
You’re still my weakness, still my vice
Final Chorus (Soft → Big)
’Cause deep down, I still need you
Even when I say I don’t
I let you go, but I still hold on
To the love we had once
I’m okay in the daylight
But when I’m alone
You’re the truth I can’t outrun
Yeah deep down, you’re the one
Outro
Deep down…
Yeah, deep down…
JAdaxxx
