Panic
I tried to fall in love so many times Now
I just Panic when some tries to love me
So it's my fault because baby
I know that and I'm sorry
I'm scared I know I shouldn't be
Trying to feel safe but I couldn't
When you're telling everything's ok
Making me Panic
I don't know why I do
I just Panic
I'm trying my best to fall in love with who I am now
Wishing I was that person before so I could love you
But I know I'm not
That person was so innocent
But my heart got taken advantage of so many times now
With how defenseless I was trusting everyone
Thinking the world was a good place
And no evil could find me
How wrong i was
Only if I knew how scary the world is
I wouldn't had became this way
I would've known all the evil coming my way
But it was too late
I just Panic
Trying my best to love
I'm sorry I'm not who I was
Even when I hope I could change the times
I know what is done can't be undone
I just Panic because I'm a coward
So I'm sorry
I know it been some time now
Why are you leading me on
I loved you and you made me look like a fool
Sleeping with other girls when I gave you my heart
Why is this happening
I told you I never loved again if this didn't work
How much I was a fool
Falling in love with you
Always making excuses when I'm trying to be in your arms
Who are you with baby
I know it's not with me
What bed did you wake up this morning
Who are you loving other than me
I just Panic Trying to love so I'm sorry
I hate who I am now
All because the pain brought me here
I didn't ask for it but it still happened
Acting nonchalant and I don't even know what that means
I just Panic
I told you this is the last time I'm falling
How much I was a fool
Gave you my heart and you made it into two
Why can't I just commit to someone
Trying so hard to love again
But thinking I'm a fool now
Hating myself for who I am
And it be all okay
You need to let it go
Don't let it have a hold on you
justachillguy
