U think I hate you after all this years
But I don't been trying to find peace
even when you destroyed my heart So long ago
the only thing I hate is myself For falling for you
not knowing what type of person you were
As my friend told me how amazing you were
He was so wrong But I know now
Just why you so toxic baby
Who hurted you for u to be so hateful
What happened to you
At least I know now
I would've loved you anyways no matter who you were
Because I was too deep in love to let go and I was a fool for loving you
Why you so toxic baby
The funny thing is your probably telling everyone how awful I was to you
Maybe that's true
Ik I'm not perfect baby
I wished I was
Even when you left me for someone else I still blamed myself for falling for you
Talking how bad I am when you did this to us
We could've made it If it was love
But you left me in pieces
Left a broken record in my heart
Trying to re enter my life after all the pain you caused me
Thinking you had changed after all this years
I'm just a fool giving you a second chance
Thinking there was some good in you
I was so wrong but I still believed
Because I had some hope
I'm a fool you leaving me wasn't the thing that caused this void in me or this lifetime of pain
It was when my friends abandoned me
I thought we would grow old together
But life had other plans
Everyone Telling me it be ok
Then leaving me The next hour
As I beg for help no dared to looked
So I'm just sitting in bed in tears
As my whole life came crashing down
Feeling paralyzed because this doesn't feel real
I thought we grow old together But life had other plans
Why you so toxic baby
What did I do to deserve this for you
You broke my heart twice now isn't that enough
As my world came crashing down
You think I hate you
And I wish i did but I don't
It only caused me a lifetime of pain
I regret so much in my life
But falling for you was one of them
Why you so toxic baby
Why you doing this to yourself
Telling everyone how awful I am
When you the one who left
Probably telling all yours Friends how much of I was a fool falling for you
And you're right I was a fool To fall in love with someone like you
Why you so toxic baby when you don't have to be
Do you enjoy hunting me for the million time
Is this just a game to you
I wished I hated you but I don't
Why you so toxic baby
Please never come back into my life
I'm done trying to believe there's something good in you
When it only rotting inside
I'm done hoping you could change baby
justachillguy
